Jesse Cowell, aka "Jeskid" is a filmmaker who has made two feature films, written seven, starred in his own reality web show and made hundreds of short films. All of this while staying close to the people he loves most - the fans and friends he has made along the way.Feb 8
Jeskid TV – Episode 47
Episode 47: “Sharing is Caring”
In my first effort back for my video blog – I show no effort! Actually the point of this whole thing is to be as honest, impulsive, random and fun as possible to let you into my very awesomely strange life. So here for the first time in a few years are my thoughts on um stuff. And be advised I already know I need to shave!!!
Jeskid TV: A unique look into the ramblings of filmmaker Jesse Cowell. Ride the emotional roller coaster known as “Jeskid”. Click here to see the most recent episodes. New Episode every Tuesday and Friday!
Comments are ALWAYS appreciated!
Great start on the new JeskidTV.
When you talked about masturbating to your camera, that brought up memories of when you made love to a pillow.
Jeskid Reply:
February 8th, 2010 at 8:43 pm
@Panacamanana,
Sadely the Pillow and I broke up
Hehe
Posted by Panacamanana on February 8th, 2010 at 8:12 pm
I’ve missed you Jes.
Jeskid Reply:
February 8th, 2010 at 8:41 pm
@BluValkyrie,
And I’ve missed you!!!
Posted by BluValkyrie on February 8th, 2010 at 8:24 pm
Jesse, From all your “Bitches”, Welcome back!!!!
Jeskid Reply:
February 8th, 2010 at 8:43 pm
@Dennis,
Thx Dennis – it’s an honor to have “bitches” lol.
Posted by Dennis on February 8th, 2010 at 8:33 pm
Awesome first start dude!
Jeskid Reply:
February 8th, 2010 at 8:36 pm
@MDosik,
Shx dood!
Jeskid Reply:
February 8th, 2010 at 8:40 pm
@MDosik,
Or THX – however you want to spell it!
Posted by MDosik on February 8th, 2010 at 8:34 pm
Jesse! Great to see you back in Jeskid TV action! You probably don’t recognize me (new screen name than back in the old days), but it makes me happy to see the man that inspired me into film back to talking about his dream!
(and yes, I still watch Shades of Gray fairly often).
Oh, and a quick question: what’s the word on the previous 46 episodes of Jeskid TV?
Jeskid Reply:
February 8th, 2010 at 10:01 pm
I have uploaded them all and just need to change the Metadata on them (aka organize the Mothaf**kas!). It’s good to seeya dood – how have things been?
Nacirema Reply:
February 8th, 2010 at 10:06 pm
Been doing good. I’ve actually been working on a lot of films myself (college makes you do that XD ) and getting stuff settled in my personal life.
And yay to having the eps archived! Woo!
Jeskid Reply:
February 10th, 2010 at 12:06 am
Make sure you post some of them when you are ready to. Be cool to see what you are up to.
Posted by Nacirema on February 8th, 2010 at 9:25 pm
1) good choice on the music
2) I do want your passion all over my face
3) you haven’t aged a second since I last seen you, what’s your secret?
4) Sounds like some inspiration hit you. You have an idea don’t you? ooooh, can’t wait to hear more.
Jeskid Reply:
February 8th, 2010 at 10:02 pm
1) Thx dood I try
2) It helps with the wrinkles
3) See number 2
4) Going to do a bunch of projects – just feelin good
Hope to see you around – been too long,
-J
Posted by Luke McKay on February 8th, 2010 at 9:45 pm
Jess! glad to see ya again! Spreading passion all over our faces is what you are good at…stick to it!
Jeskid Reply:
February 8th, 2010 at 10:11 pm
It is Sticky so shouldn’t be a problem
Hope you are rockin’ out the world my friend and its great to seeya here!
-J
Posted by Tamari on February 8th, 2010 at 10:10 pm
Good to have Jedkid TV back!
An AWESOME theme song to this episode would have been “Back in the Saddle”
Although I still think the song you chose for the video was even better
At 5:36 in the video, I think that this is exactly what we were all waiting for.
Can’t wait for more JedkidTV episodes!
Jeskid Reply:
February 8th, 2010 at 11:35 pm
I am working on the metadata and organization of the files, but have them all (I think up in the Jeskid TV section of this site!). If you see the page change – it’s cause I’m foolin around it with it. If it breaks – I wouldn’t be surprised
Posted by InuYashaKing on February 8th, 2010 at 10:27 pm
Jeskid – gaining success one fan at a time
looking forward to what you to put out. Keep it up
Jeskid Reply:
February 8th, 2010 at 11:40 pm
Why thank you James
Posted by James on February 8th, 2010 at 10:34 pm
yo jesse man. not gonna lie, i’m a little TOO excited to see jeskidTV coming back. got me in the spirit to go watch all your other ones… but of course they’re not available at the moment are they?
have you decided on a regular posting schedule? or are you just going to be doing episodes as they happen?
either way, i can hardly wait to see other new episodes. take it easy man!
mrben410 Reply:
February 8th, 2010 at 11:17 pm
i found the old ones in the last place i would think of looking… YOUTUBE
Jeskid Reply:
February 8th, 2010 at 11:42 pm
Haven’t decieded on schedule yet. Any thoughts? I am open for any suggestions.
Some of the old eps are on youtube but not all. ALL or most of them are now in the Jeskid TV tab. Got some arranging to do but they should be mostly there from the beggining in Costo
Posted by mrben410 on February 8th, 2010 at 11:14 pm
Whoo, new content
good to see you havent changed much, cant wait for more new stuff
Jeskid Reply:
February 8th, 2010 at 11:41 pm
I have changed in all the worst ways possible
Always great to have ya around dood!
Posted by Taylor on February 8th, 2010 at 11:31 pm
You really help inspire me to do good work and for that I thank you a thousand times. I can’t wait to see where the newly revived JeskidTV goes.
Jeskid Reply:
February 8th, 2010 at 11:46 pm
And for that my ninja friend – I love ya.
Keep on keepin on!
Jeskid Reply:
February 8th, 2010 at 11:46 pm
Like in the non ghey kinda love way. Ya know.
Posted by Fromer11 on February 8th, 2010 at 11:33 pm
Nice to see that manic energy back on the internet.. Even when you are being serious you give off a very vibrant, charismatic vibe and it’s very easy to get drawn into your world and have a share of that enthusiasm..
looking forward to more.
- Cat
Jeskid Reply:
February 9th, 2010 at 1:10 am
You are the bestest – etest – etest!
Cheshire_Cat Reply:
February 9th, 2010 at 3:56 am
right back atcha!
Posted by CheshireCat on February 9th, 2010 at 12:23 am
So glad to see JeskidTV back I have missed it so much. Can’t wait for more of these and whatever your next project is.
Jeskid Reply:
February 9th, 2010 at 11:55 pm
Heya Armyman!
Great to see your name come across the screen dood! Hoping to have more stuff for you soon – wait just put up another epsiode doh!
Posted by Jesse (armyman09) on February 9th, 2010 at 2:13 am
I hope to see more soon. Thank you for making a video for us bro.
I missed watching you on cam……not creepy at all…right ? lol
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Anyways glad to have you back bro.
Jeskid Reply:
February 9th, 2010 at 11:55 pm
Not creepy – nice to hear dood!
Posted by BrandonK on February 9th, 2010 at 6:12 am
So glad to see you back on JeskidTV man, can’t wait to see whats coming up
Jeskid Reply:
February 9th, 2010 at 11:55 pm
Mr Levi!!!!
Thx so much dood – it’s fun to do again
Posted by Michalev on February 9th, 2010 at 7:17 am
I, for one, am incredibly excited for the return of Jeskid TV. My knowledge of your work began through this format and I always found it the most personally touching of your efforts. The passion for your work shines through in these “episodes” and look forward to what the future holds for your and your audience.
I remember the moment that hooked me. I can’t remember the episode number but you were speaking into the camera regarding your work and you began to cry. This was a turning point for me. I enjoyed the looks through your apartment, the footage at the porn store, the neighborhood walks, your refrigerator contents, but this was a look into your “self” and this endeared me to you.
Oh no. I just realized I might be gay for you.
Shit.
Jeskid Reply:
February 9th, 2010 at 11:57 pm
And I might be gay for you!!!
Wait….
Glad to hear you watched that man. It wasn’t easy showing the world my vulnerability, but the response really made it worth while. Hope I can keep turning out stuff that keeps people’s interest. As for that episode – I think it’s Ep 9 and can be found in the Jeskid TV archives tab thingy if you want to see it.
bwjenkins Reply:
February 10th, 2010 at 2:52 am
No, Episode Nine was good but I found the one I meant in the archive. Episode 21: Rejection. I watched it again and all of the same emotions I had the first time returned. “I’m going to Chicago, baby!” I like to think I can feel a portion of your joy when I watch the obvious emotion in your face during the clip. It’s funny, I always seem to be able to remember where I was in my life any time I see or hear anything particularly moving in any art form. Thanks for giving me another memory.
Jeskid Reply:
February 10th, 2010 at 9:51 pm
Thanks man. That episode is actually hard for me to watch as its the hardest thing about doing what I’m doing (and hate seeing myself sad). The rollar coaster of emotions it pulls out of you is tough but I’m glad I had people to share it with for sure. Shot another more serious one today but not sure when I should release it and am always hesitant to show that side of myself.
Posted by bwjenkins on February 9th, 2010 at 9:38 pm
Great to have you back Jess. Hope to see alot more of ya in the up-coming months man.
Jeskid Reply:
February 9th, 2010 at 11:58 pm
Thx much Hazard! Hoping to have the time to get on cam a bit and have some fun
HazardGuy Reply:
February 10th, 2010 at 12:01 am
Np Dude.
Posted by HazardGuy on February 9th, 2010 at 9:44 pm
Ditto what most people have said mate, it’s great to see you back doing your thing. Keep it up mate and keep those videos coming.
Jeskid Reply:
February 10th, 2010 at 9:52 pm
Thanks Gift. Your friendship from overseas has always meant a lot to me and makes me smile to see you giving shout outs and support for sure!
Posted by TheGift73 on February 10th, 2010 at 1:08 am
Great to see you back.
Will blog about your return shortly. 
Jeskid Reply:
February 16th, 2010 at 6:16 pm
Yes an Andrew Blog! Thank you brotha!
Posted by Andrew Yates (Andy7629/Andy383) on February 12th, 2010 at 1:36 am
Jesse I love you! lol Despite the seriousness and the awesomeness of this there were the comedic moments and it was even better for it. Cause thats who you are.
Welcome back to the spotlight, my friend. I’ll be tuning in.
Jeskid Reply:
February 21st, 2010 at 5:06 pm
Thanks for being around Jay. Much appreciated dood!
Posted by Jay on February 12th, 2010 at 8:54 pm
Love it <33 missed ya Jes!
Jeskid Reply:
February 16th, 2010 at 6:10 pm
Awww – missed ya too! And made me smile to know I don’t seem too dumb
Posted by Mary on February 13th, 2010 at 9:29 pm
Man, Jeskid, I freaking missed you. Welcome back, even if I am late to the party.
Posted by Evan on March 1st, 2010 at 6:56 pm